What Have I Done To Myself..

Why was I competing with myself upgrading,  learning different things all the time. As if I am going to get highest recognition of the nation for what I am doing. Infact my family would not clap for that. I was thinking that I am engaging myself completely but I know now that I am over stressing myself. I worried wasting time when doing nothing. It was a crime for me at one point of time. Today I realize that I do not need to proove myself anymore.
This is it.